Where are you right now in your journey of life? what have you learned and what can you do with your knowledge so far to help you go further in this journey?
Lately i have been in God's blessing shower for a while and i just want to share this with anyone reading this blog.
1. It begins with 2 free return tickets Amsterdam - Jakarta in 2006.
2. Relationship with a really great girl which I admire so much as she has become a helper for me
in my journey towards Jesus.
3. My first great job with a fine salary
4. A new house to rent with a great price, great location and of course God provided all the furniture
when it was supposed to come from my own wallet.
I can tell you about the details and spend like thousands of words to describe each events where God send his blessing and help me with all these but even then I can not describe how happy I am and how much I want to thank Him.
This last few months I have been spoiled or should i say Loved so much and been given so much that I don't know why and how can I receive all these?
But when I ask this to myself over and over again, the answer is because I have not been worrying about my future, about everything I do, about every plans that I have and just letting all go and giving it all to Jesus.
Miracle happens when you start to give and letting go all your worries to Him, blessing comes when you start to believe that God will provide what you need, and of course faith will start to grow when you start to get closer to God and receive His love for you.
These are just the beginning, when you started to live the life God have planned for you then you will start to see how amazing God is around you, your family, even in the whole world through you.
So start to believe and let go all your worries, and live your live day by day with Jesus and ask the Holyspirit to guide you and help you with every single daily activities that you do.
God Bless.
Friday, March 31, 2006
Thursday, March 23, 2006
How deep can I go?
What should I write? hmm.. Or precisely where should I begin?
Have you ever feel like you know everything inside out about a subject?
I have, even till now. If you asked me about Christianity (in terms of how should we relate to God) 90% of the time I will have an answer. Why? Because all my life I have been a Christian and my house is a church (literally), which means that my mum and dad are both pastors.
In me, I know what I should do and what I shouldn't be doing, but also deep down in me there is something that wants me to be a bad boy, the worst I can be (the deepest area of sin I dare to go in to). Am I testing God? Or am I testing myself? Am I losing my mind? Or am I just dying to get more attention from God? just like a little boy wanting attention from his father.
I am back smoking even though i don't like it (luckily only around 1 - 2 days a week that i smoke), lazy to pray, basically watching porn and stuff, and many things that i might not recall anymore.
What am i doing? I really don't know.
But God is teaching me something, the fact that I am always aware that what I do is good or bad make me realize that Holy spirit is still with me, reminding me every time i am into something bad or good. I am just felling so lucky that I still know that what I i am doing is wrong.
Many people don't realize what they are doing and when they are told that they are wrong, it is still very hard for them to accept.
Where am I going with this subject? I don't know, what I know is I just want to share this.
I guess the point so far is, God is always with you even in your deepest most secret place or even your most humiliating or worst part of your life, He is there with you.
I just hope one day soon He will help me giving ALL my life (I really mean ALL my life) to Him only.
Have you ever feel like you know everything inside out about a subject?
I have, even till now. If you asked me about Christianity (in terms of how should we relate to God) 90% of the time I will have an answer. Why? Because all my life I have been a Christian and my house is a church (literally), which means that my mum and dad are both pastors.
In me, I know what I should do and what I shouldn't be doing, but also deep down in me there is something that wants me to be a bad boy, the worst I can be (the deepest area of sin I dare to go in to). Am I testing God? Or am I testing myself? Am I losing my mind? Or am I just dying to get more attention from God? just like a little boy wanting attention from his father.
I am back smoking even though i don't like it (luckily only around 1 - 2 days a week that i smoke), lazy to pray, basically watching porn and stuff, and many things that i might not recall anymore.
What am i doing? I really don't know.
But God is teaching me something, the fact that I am always aware that what I do is good or bad make me realize that Holy spirit is still with me, reminding me every time i am into something bad or good. I am just felling so lucky that I still know that what I i am doing is wrong.
Many people don't realize what they are doing and when they are told that they are wrong, it is still very hard for them to accept.
Where am I going with this subject? I don't know, what I know is I just want to share this.
I guess the point so far is, God is always with you even in your deepest most secret place or even your most humiliating or worst part of your life, He is there with you.
I just hope one day soon He will help me giving ALL my life (I really mean ALL my life) to Him only.
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